Pushing on a Rope

I am lost in an abis of morbid delight.  

I have forsaken all that I know to get where I am.

I have fucked all but a few to achieve this.

I want to redeem myself.

I….. have fucked myself.

I want to do what I know. I know that for any and every person has to get the fuck along. I can’t do that even with a fuck buddy.  

I hate that this happened.  

I can only slip into where that I can not come back from.

I also fucking hate that puncuation fucking changed!!!

I want to start over but all I can do is write.

KLM